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Posted on 2009.11.26 at 02:19
don't you just love it when you try to express your true feelings, and it always seem like you're lying and then they get upset with you??
i guess i always will lose and she must always win.........guess i can't have any say in the matter...


guess i have no choice but to wait....hope that things die down again.


it's gonna be a lonely thanksgiving....and lonelier on top of that...



on a side note...i hate november now...this month is like the new "pick on chris month" i hate it. i'm tired of it, even from my fucking family. i'm tired of all of it. i'm just not gonna be around ppl anymore...i already had a few mental breakdowns this one month. i don't know if i can have any more.

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DO AS HE SAYS

Posted on 2009.11.20 at 16:24

Vote for us as the Funniest YouTube Channel - http://bit.ly/ndOHV

Also vote for Spoony and the Nostalgia Critic - http://mashable.com/owa/votes/category/35?c=35
http://mashable.com/owa/votes/category/39?c=39

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Posted on 2009.11.18 at 01:36
ppl don't know when to do things even it's right thing to do. even it's a white lie...it's still the right thing of do.

i've had a mental breakdown and have been crying ever since i've been home on and off and i feel horrible...idk if i can come in tomorrow.

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Posted on 2009.11.12 at 00:38
hate myself....i should really learn to shut up.  i'm always wrong. she's always right...

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Posted on 2009.11.08 at 01:22
 I know for a fact...i'm gonna end up alone....idk what to do for her anymore...nothing i do makes her happy, and if i do make her happy she pulls a 180 and gets mad or depressed. i just don't know what to do with her anymore. somehow someway, she turned something wonderful into something depressing....and now she just leaves w/o saying anything to me...and i'm left just sitting here...wondering where i stand in her world...

we need to talk.....that's the only solution i can think of.............




i love her...i really really do.  and i want to spend my future with her...i just need to talk to her about everything. i want to things to work and be fixed. there's nothing more i want right now. i know we can fix thisc

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Youmacon 2009! part 2

Posted on 2009.10.26 at 12:18
Current Location: scraft
Current Mood: working


so yeah...it's this weekend. and i hope to see some of you there....so i won't be bored and be overwhelmed by freaks...


OH AND THERE'S SCIENTOLOGY ADS ON THE SIDE OF MY PAGE....I WANT THEM GONE....RAWR.....FUCK YOU SCIENTOLOGY...FUCK YOU


escape, chomp

*sigh*

Posted on 2009.10.13 at 16:13
Current Location: scraft
Current Mood: lonely
ok....chesca ISN'T coming up here anymore....sorry guys...it's both my fault and her dads....
the icon really fits...
i'm the white guy...trying to be with my love..and her dad is the big black thing...always trying to find ways to make me the bad guy...always trying to destroy the relationship....



yeah....so i'm gonna goto youmacon all alone...so yeah.........fun...............hate cons 

i dont' even know why i signed up

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IMPORTANT MESSAGE

Posted on 2009.10.05 at 15:56
Current Location: scraft
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: moonlight sonata
 IMPORTANT MESSAGE

MY GF, FRANCESCA IS COMING IN DURING YOUMACON WEEKEND (specifically 30th-2nd) . I EZ HAPPY!!! 

SO
IF YOU WANT TO MEET HER, PLEASE COMMENT SO WE CAN PLAN A PARTY OR DINNER SO YOU ALL CAN MEET HER AT ONCE (either on friday or saturday.)

JFA;LKFDJA;LFJS;FJD
CAN'T FUCKING WAIT

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Youmacon 2009!

Posted on 2009.10.02 at 18:08
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Also, I will be at youmacon...as a staff member. I HAS A ROOM!! AND FREEEEEEEEEEE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!

yay? i guess. Also...my hope was to get chesca up here for it...(not really FOR youmacon just...during the time span) but apparently she can't now. so i'll be free all weekend when i'm not working there.  oh well. i hope i can see some of you guys there!

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short but looooooooooooooooooooong meme (days 5 and 6)

Posted on 2009.09.27 at 16:34
Current Location: library
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 public class 27092209{
public void meme{
for 1 week, i will share/recommend:
day 1: a song
day 2: a picture
day 3: a book/ebook/fanfic
day 4: a site
day 5: a youtube clip
day 6: a quote
day 7: whatever tickles your fancy
public void day5{
hmmm...so a youtube clip...let's see if i can find a good one..not something stupid but something...cool..AH. I KNOW THE PERFECT ONE!!
}
public void day6() {
a quote huh? let's see...ah ha! "The right man in the wrong place can make all the difference in the world." 
}
umm...i guess this is where you suggest what you want to see tomorrow?? or else i won't have anything to do for tomorrow...hmm...comment
}
}
 

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short but looooooooooooooooooooong meme (day 4)

Posted on 2009.09.25 at 20:05
Current Location: home
Current Music: Black fire upon us
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public class 25092209{
public void meme{
for 1 week, i will share/recommend:
day 1: a song
day 2: a picture
day 3: a book/ebook/fanfic
day 4: a site
day 5: a youtube clip
day 6: a quote
day 7: whatever tickles your fancy
public void day4{
website day! so...well....i have been going to this website for a long time now...and it still continues to amuse me. 
www.mspaintadventures.com/
it's a good loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong read...but it's all worth it and it'll continue to amuse you. (it even has the "janet seal of approval" lol) so yeah...there you go
}
}
}

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little but LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG meme (day 2 and 3)

Posted on 2009.09.24 at 12:26
Current Location: schoolcraft
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 public class 24092209{
 
public void meme{
for 1 week, i will share/recommend:
day 1: a song
day 2: a picture
day 3: a book/ebook/fanfic
day 4: a site
day 5: a youtube clip
day 6: a quote
day 7: whatever tickles your fancy
public void day2{
hmmm a picture...AH, here's one!!!
}

public void day3{
a book...hmmm...OH. OF COURSE. you all know of Mary Shelley's Frankenstein book right?? Well...Dean Koontz has written like a follow up series in current time. Dean Kootz's Frankenstein consists of 3 books. Prodigal Son, City of Night, and Dead and Alive. I personally recommend all 3 of these books!! SO GO FIND THEM!!! rawr
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a LITTLE but LOOONG meme

Posted on 2009.09.22 at 16:02
Current Location: scraft
Current Music: sburban jungle brief mix
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public class 22092209{
 

public void meme{
for 1 week, i will share/recommend:
day 1: a song
day 2: a picture
day 3: a book/ebook/fanfic
day 4: a site
day 5: a youtube clip
day 6: a quote
day 7: whatever tickles your fancy
public void day1{
i know you guys know me...i'd probably found some 'indie" musician for this....AND YOU'RE RIGHT!! enjoy
http://homestuck.bandcamp.com/track/sburban-jungle-brief-mix
this is where it's from...think of this as a "music video" for it
http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=6&p=002037
i hope you enjoy it. alot of music from the link is pretty good, in it's own way. so, go ahead and check out the other songs as well while you're there.
}

}

}

 


 private class 22092009{

public void weekendWithChesca() {
Here's what happened )overall...it was a blast...and i can't think of summing up this post with something from her post about this experience.
"During this whole trip, it felt odd and when we talked about it when leaving the fair it just felt for the both of us natural and surreal. It felt different, when I was with Chris then with John (her ex). It was like none of the internet conversations didnt happen. None of the video chats and and voice messages and everything did not even exist. He had been appart of my life for a good portion of my life, that, as he likes to put it, been here the whole time and that we randomly just met in class and started dating. I did not meet him in team fortress and talked over steam. He was here the whole time, it felt right. And he felt as though he was here the whole time as well, that it he had to say "I cant belive I am New mexico" lol. Although he might be more emotional about things then me Chris, has what I lack at times. He picks up what I left off. And he knows very scary that I cant lie to him. And when I do try to trick him, I have the urge to blurt it out fast. I trust him and trust the promise he made to me. I wish he didnt have to go at moments I was screaming in my head that it wasn't fair. That I didnt want him to leave me. He shouldn't and he mustn't. But its unfair. Its unfair to him and me because we both have to do what we need to do."
i personally said "I can't believe i'm in new mexico" like 432109137204 times during the whole thing. and i would go into how much of a lazy jerk her ex is..but...i'll do that later...lol. the entire trip was sooo surreal...and everything just felt right...like we were meant to be together...even with these, almost seem impossible, brick walls layed upon us (money, distance, her dad, etc) but yet...i just have the feeling like we will overcome anything. i know that just sound INCREDIBLY cheesy...and i probably said that with my exes too, but NEVER so early...idk..she's just different and unique...and special...I Love her...and i know we can do this. even with my current no income life style and my SEVERE impatience...but i just know, I KNOW, we WILL do this. out of the MILLIONS of players of Team fortress 2...we met...and then we connected and now we love each other...you can either see that as chance...or destiny...i personally believe it's the latter. :D. please allow my obnoxious obtimism. lol. so yeah. that was what happened when i was in New mexico, well...the gist of it.
here's some photos for you www.facebook.com/album.php</font>
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Posted on 2009.09.21 at 22:05
 hey guys....as it turns out...i'm $30 in the red...i spent way more than i thought i did in new mexico...and now i can't eat...or anything...

so...i guess...i'm asking for help...i just need to get out of the red...if you can, i know how tough it is in this day..but...yeah...i'm scared...and i don't  know what i'm doing...so...umm...help?? if you can???

thank you...even if you can't help

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fuck you in the neck

Posted on 2009.09.20 at 12:52
Current Location: United States, Canton, Veterans Way, 1300-1602
Current Mood: angry
 FUCK. YOU. IN. THE. NECK.
ok...i know that we're all "yay, go america" and "america is #1" and all that...but seriously...JUST BECAUSE I DON'T DRIVE AN AMERICAN CAR DOESN'T MEAN I'M UNAMERICAN. YOU FUCKING FUCKTARDS. How dare you even think that, I love this country, and yeah, sure, i take our freedoms for granted. I'll admit that, but how dare you even think that about me WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME. I seriously thought that ppl weren't that arrogant/ignorant....i mean seriously. you don't know my story. and then you say "I hope he loses his job" WTF. i know i don't have a job (yet) (and i've been working soo hard to get a fucking job...i hate michigan) BUT SERIOUSLY, HOW CAN YOU SAY, OR EVEN WISH THAT UPON ANYONE. ESPECIALLY WITH OUR SHITTY ECONOMY. FUCK YOU IN THE NECK YOU FUCKING BASTARDS. UNLESS MY FUCKING HONDA IS LITERALLY THREATENING YOU IN ANYWAY, YOU NEED TO FUCKING BURN IN ETERNAL FLAME. GO FUCKING ROT IN HELL. YOU SHOULD DIE AND ALL OF YOUR LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS. YOU DON'T KNOW MY FUCKING STORY, AND I'M TIRED OF THE REST OF YOU THINKING THE SAME THING ALMOST. SO WHAT, I DONT' HAVE A FUCKING AMERICAN CAR...BUT I HAVE TO HAVE A CAR, AND THAT FUCKING HONDA WAS THE ONLY ONE I COULD GET. It was after my graduation from highschool, and i got about $2,000 from it...and then we looked around for some DECENT car...a car that we can trust w/o many problems...well..needless to say we didn't find any within my pathetic price range. No, i couldn't just ASK for a car...my parents can't afford that...i had to work for most of my things...unlike some of you spoiled fucks out there....So, the only one who was ok with my price was my grandfather (who fought in WW2), who owned the 98 honda accord...so we bought it from him. If i could, i would've bought an american car...OR...if i were spoiled, I WOULD'VE USED THAT MONEY TO GET A FUCKING BETTER LAPTOP THAN THE ONE I HAVE RIGHT NOW...WITH A GREAT VIDEO CARD AND ENOUGH POWER TO RUN EVERYTHING AT ONCE THAT I NEED. BUT NO. I HAD TO USE ALL OF MY MONEY ON THAT GOD DAMN CAR. AND THAT CAR HAS BEEN A BLACKHOLE FOR MONEY EVER SINCE WE'VE GOTTEN IT...HAS MY GRANDFATHER PAID FOR ANY OF THE REPAIRS...? NO..HE FUCKING HASN'T. ALL OUT OF OUR POCKETS....HELL I WAS EVEN STARTING TO TRY TO SAVE UP FOR AN APARTMENT, A MAC, PS3, AND AN AMERICAN CAR. BUT NOW I HAVE TO SUPPORT MYSELF AND MY GIRLFRIEND. I'M TIRED OF BEING THE BUTT OF EVERYONE'S JOKES OR EVERYONE'S ATTACKS IT'S NOT FAIR AND IT'S BULLSHIT. FUCK YOU. I LIKE MY CAR...IT'S A GOOD CAR WHEN IT WORKS. SO FUCK YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR YOU PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT. FUCK YOU IN THE NECK. 

dr weird rocking

Bloodlines Music Video

Posted on 2009.09.09 at 18:59
Current Location: scraft
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: bloodlines
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also, leaving tomorrow. bye, lol


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Posted on 2009.09.05 at 20:32
 am i....am i a bad person??

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CM10

Posted on 2009.09.01 at 16:04
Current Location: schoolcraft
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: bloodlines
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If this was a REAL movie promo (if you thought it was) would you be interested in this movie??

on a side note: >9


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